Haunted

I am haunted by your memories.
I am haunted by the times that we tried. I am haunted by the times that we failed. I am haunted by your presence and the very lack of it.

My heart longs for you. I fear that you will forever remain as my illusion. As my dream of questions and uncertainty. I want to be with you. I want to forget everything about you.

At this very moment, I want to hear your voice. I want to hear your words that one day, one day, all my questions will be answered. That we have both felt something we were both sure of.

You left without saying goodbye. No thank you's. No take care's. No I'm sorry's. No I love you's. No farewell's.

I still wish we never end.
If we already did, please let me know.
If we are bound to, please, I am pleading.
Say goodbye.
Stop haunting me.
Let me go.