I Am Right

How will you know if you made the right decision? It's when u picked the harder choice yet ur heart is at peace.

I Can Be Your Asian Boy

Happily nEver After

I remember when you explained to me what love is. That it's more than just a feeling. That it lasts forever.

Then we fall. And it grows. Then it lasts... no more.

And I remember when you explained to me how moving on is. That when you want to forget someone, what you need is a new place, a new hobby, a new life and a new someone.

But I realized I cannot force myself to forget something because the only reason we forget is when a better memory has taken its place.

Then I start. And I build. Hope it would last.

My World in You

I am holding your hand. Touching your face. Kissing your lips.
Your body next to mine. My body next to yours.
I can feel your heart beating. I am saying your name out loud.
My fingers ran through your hair. Your warmth covers it all.

I am letting you in. Nothing more. Nothing less.
I am letting you see everything I tried to conceal to others.
What I've been trying to show to you is my private property.
With so much exclusivity.
For this is me. Here I am. Take me and hold me tight.
I am hiding to them because they simply do not understand.
I am showing it to you because my imperfection is overpowered by your love.
Therefore you accepted my whole being, even at my worst.
Where others are there only at my best.
So bring me close.
Never let me go. You got me and bring me to life again.
And then, we start to rise and fall again.

Sunrise Someday

It's just sad.
When the warm has gotten cold.
When all I can do is put my hand in my pocket because I know I cannot hold yours.

It's just sad.
When all that remains are tea leaves in my china cup.
When all I can do is to look at it as it dries up, knowing there's nothing left anymore.

It's just sad.
When my perfect eyesight has gotten bad.
When all I can do is try to imagine how beautiful you were back then, now that all I can see are just faded images of you.

It's just sad.
When silence has taken over.
When the heart felt smiles and music like laughs had both turned into nothingness, now that there are no words to say anymore.

It's just sad.

Haunted

I am haunted by your memories.
I am haunted by the times that we tried. I am haunted by the times that we failed. I am haunted by your presence and the very lack of it.

My heart longs for you. I fear that you will forever remain as my illusion. As my dream of questions and uncertainty. I want to be with you. I want to forget everything about you.

At this very moment, I want to hear your voice. I want to hear your words that one day, one day, all my questions will be answered. That we have both felt something we were both sure of.

You left without saying goodbye. No thank you's. No take care's. No I'm sorry's. No I love you's. No farewell's.

I still wish we never end.
If we already did, please let me know.
If we are bound to, please, I am pleading.
Say goodbye.
Stop haunting me.
Let me go.

Undefined

In the stillness and the movements.
In the words and the nothingness.
In the certainty and the uncertainty.
In the emotions and the doubts.
In the options and the choices.
In love and in war.
In crash and fall.
In hopes and dreams.
In faith and despair.

I can never really tell but I would like to know.
I would like to try.
I am going to smell.
I am going to touch.
I am going to taste.
I am going to see.
I am going to hear.

I am going to live.
I am going to die.
And on that day on, the undefined will be no more.

Constant Change

A constant variable.
A varying constant.
Oxymoron.

Skyline Pigeon

For to be free is not merely to cast off one's chains, but to live in a way that respects and enhances the freedom of others.