I believe that in order for you to be totally happy, you need to give yourself a little respect. I believe in order for you to appreciate things more, you have to give yourself a little more time.I believe that the most exciting things on earth are just simple things and you just tend to ignore them as they are overshadowed by a lot of complications boggling your mind. I believe that when things aren’t meant to be, even how much effort you exert, it will never change things. I believe that one of the most humiliating things on earth is to beg a person to love you back. And another degrading thing would be a person to love you out of pity or just-for-fun or may be for that time-being-alone-and-afterwards-forget-about-it. I believe that was not love after all.
I accept the fact that not all things you want it would be given to you. I accept the fact that I am too stupid to love you by losing my self-esteem. I accept the fact that even you do not care at all, I am still here waiting for some attention from you. I accept the fact that I care about you even though I do not see any sign of any concern from you. I accept the fact that I might already love you but I accept the fact that would only be a wishful thinking.
But I believe that there will come a time that I grow tired doing all of these to you. I believe, as the song goes, there will come a time that I won’t even be there for you, I will be happy somewhere, even if I still care. I believe someone will come my way to teach me on how to respect myself by giving me that person’s unconditional love which from a very long time I expected from you. I accept the fact that I may be stupid now by loving you but sooner and later I will be fine and get up from my fall and stand a better indestructible lover.
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